Well lets see, there was a girl I used to have a crush on about 3 years ago, she was my best friend, I really trusted her, and called her everyday just to see how she was. I ended up being just friends with (friend zone AARRGHH!) and I told her how I felt, but she turned me down, and got a boyfriend and fell in love with the guy. And there still together

So I felt like complete shiiit for a few days and decided to change everything about myself since I never wanted that to EVAR happen again. I stopped being the nice guy, the good friend, easy to talk to, and if I ever heard a girl say "hey your not like other guys" I would shoot myself. So yea I cut my long emo hair changed my clothing style, lost weight, joined a gym, got a little more confident, and now Im great with girls.... before I was a complete mess, the more I think about how I was I just feel embarrassed.

Iv been speaking to her over msn since then and haven't seen her in a while since we live pretty far apart. But today she said to me "hey if I asked you out before would you have gone out with me?" I felt like shouting like a mad man ¬_¬ oh she also said that she liked me too before I changed into what I am today, again I felt like kicking my own ass here. Then she went on about how she would of been better off if we just went out blah blah blah.

I felt like saying shut the fuck up, but instead I acted cool and let her go on then told her don't worry about it just be happy with your boy friend and then she replied with who knows in the future.

Ohhh and she started asking realllly personall questions about me and my girlfriend shit like if I fingered her, grabbed her boobs, then she started comparing her boob size with my girls ¬_¬

So yea thats a load off my mind, but why the fuck would she be trying telling me this now?? Makes no sense?? O_O